Saturday, November 25, 2006
After reaching home from dance camp at around 12pm, i took my lunch and slept for about 5 hours....
And then i woke up..
I look around and was searching for Maliha or Jasmine or Adilah or Janna Marican or Samantha or Yeong Chyun or Fauzana or Liyana or Fauzana or Janna Johan or Hidayah or Iwani or Marinah or Zhi Yi or Hamidah or Sherilyn or Tivona or Celeste or the Juniors...
I realised it juz took me hours to forget them...
Special message to Hidayah and Iwani and Adilah and Janna Johan and Hamidah:
Especially Iwani and Hidayah, thank you for helping me in the Food committee. You girls has helped me to take the food from my house to get the food and has helped prepared the drinks for the juniors. Thank u also to Adilah and Johan for helping me too. You girls are simply the best. I will never forget the moments we had together when we're busy with food. Simply unforgettable. It's difficult for me to juggle between Food, Tickets and Performance but with you girls, the most fundamental burden is dissolved. Food is very important than the other to cause of the safety and welfare of all dancers. If one gets very weak, malnourished or sick, we're to blame. But we prevailed and did a great job together. For Adilah and Johan, i am trully sorry if i scolded u or gave u a pissed of face when i'm teaching u girls how to handle the tickets during UCC. You girls did a fantastic job. For Hamidah, the montage was touching. I held back my tears not wanting to show the rest that i would cry. After the last performance, i went away and reflected modern dance memories alone. Your montage brought back all the memories. Thank you.
For the rest, our fond memories will never be forgotten.
We're not fated to end as dancers.
During UCC, the video camera went flat.
No one videod our last performance.
Even if there is, thatt someone is unknown cause our video camera went flat.
There was no last performance.
It seems like the video camera is fated to run out of battery when our last performance is starting.
I learnt a lesson.
There should never be a last performance among Modern Dancers any more.
We always belong together............................
the day after i went home...i cried alone...without them...i hid my tears and went away not wanting to let them see those tears after the last performance...it was trully memorable..i saw ms juriah too..i miss her and her help..i am still sad not able to take a picture with her...other than that...dance has changed me from a nobody into a somebody...
_______ life is our stage.